BUT with all the struggles I may go thru, I'm happy! I truly feel amazingly blessed. I may not have a circle of friends to hang out with, I may not get to go on date nights with my husband, or even exercise everyday, but my family is healthy and happy and really isn't that what IT'S all about? For me right now, life is about that feeling after a good workout, the awareness of your two children playing calmly and nicely together...one holding his toe in the air and handing the older one blocks, now that's talent! IT's about finding a good recipe to add to the rotation, or chatting with my MIL and BFF about our weight loss stuff, or sitting around the dinner table watching my mother sew the cousins Halloween costumes with my sister-in-law, now that's what I call a laugh out loud experience.
Life. Just BE....sometimes. So I took my own advice and went slow today. We wrestled, we laughed, we ran around the house not getting out of our pj's all day...even when we went to the park...(I usually never go ANYWHERE like that). IT was good times. And now that that's under my belt, back to normal activity filled days with the occasional slow day added in more often.
Impromptu Daytime Movie Snuggling
Cousins Computer time.
Looking forward to listening to Christmas music soon!
Christmas is only about 9 weeks away...a mere 62 days.